TITLE: Symbiosis
AUTHOR: Halrloprillalar (prillalar@runbox.com)
ARCHIVE: Anywhere. Email forwarding is OK.
RATING: NC17 for sexual situations
SPOILERS: SW: TPM.
SUMMARY: Jar Jar/Panaka. The love that dares not speak its name.
FEEDBACK: Yes, any and all comments welcome.
DISCLAIMER: SW belongs to George Lucas, not me. I do not
profit in any way by this story.
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WARNING: This is not humour.

July 2000
 

SYMBIOSIS
by Halrloprillalar <prillalar@runbox.com>

"Panaka." Now what?

The voice of his second-in-command crackled from the
communicator. "We've got almost everyone assigned to
quarters, sir."

"Almost?"

"I gave the Jedi the large room, as you ordered. There are
just enough bunks for the guard and crew, with the Queen's
sentries on rotation."

"Good. So, what's the problem?"

"The Gungan, sir. It's...in the way."

"I'll be right there." The Gungan. Of course.

When Panaka reached the wardroom, he found some of the crew
clustered at one end, the Gungan drooping at the other, and
his officer standing in the middle, writing on a clipboard.

"Tolmen, report."

The officer looked up. "It's bothering the crew, sir. Some
of them say it's unlucky to have it aboard."

"Have you found quarters for him?"

"Well, my first thought was to let it stay in the droid area
-- there's enough space. But then I thought the Jedi might
be offended."

"Why didn't you put him in with them?"

Tolmen frowned. "I suggested it, but the Master Jedi said
there wasn't enough room. I didn't press the issue."

Panaka nodded. He found the Jedi irritating, but it would be
foolish to cross them. "It's too cold for him to sleep with
the droids, anyway."

"How can you tell it's a him?" Tolmen smirked. "They all
look the same to me."

How could Tolmen not tell? The shape of the skull, the lack
of a pouch-bulge. The lines and build of the body. The
length and contours of the haillu that draped miserably over
the Gungan's chest. This was obviously an Otolla Gungan,
male, and probably in his early twenties. "I have room,"
Panaka said. "He can bunk with me."

"Are you sure, sir? You shouldn't have to put up--"

Panaka held up a hand to cut him off. "At this point, I
think it's just best to get him out of here. His presence
obviously bothers the crew."

"Thank you, sir."

"You get back to doing the duty roster. I'll take care of
this." Panaka approached the Gungan. "Follow me. I'll show
you to your quarters." He watched the creature stand and
smile nervously. Panaka smiled back. The Gungan's presence
made him uncomfortable too.

Just in a different way.

He had felt it ever since they had come aboard, even during
the tense moments of the battle. Smelled a faint wet tang in
the air that raised the small hairs on the back of his neck
and gave him at least one deep shiver that wasn't from fear.
  He had put it out of his mind, though. His was a vice
others didn't understand very well and until this moment, he
had planned not to indulge it. But it had been so long.

Panaka turned and led the way out of the wardroom. In the
corridor, the Gungan walked beside him. "Meesa Jar Jar
Binks."

"Panaka." He held out his hand and Jar Jar clasped it
briefly. As the thick, cool fingers wrapped around his own,
Panaka knew he was at least going to give it a try. Like his
grandmother always told him, a missed opportunity was a
missed life. And they were all going to die anyhow, right?
So what did it matter if anyone suspected him of being a
clamdigger?

They stopped and Panaka opened the door. His quarters were
small, but there were two bunks, one on each wall, and a
table to sit at. Jar Jar stooped inside. "Dissen nice."

"Stay here, okay? I'll get you some dinner." Panaka closed
the door and headed to the galley. There wasn't much there
that would appeal to a Gungan, but he found some cheese and
a loaf of bread. And several bottles of water, very
important.

Almost forgot. He buzzed Tolmen. "I'm going off-shift now.
Don't call me unless there's an emergency." Then he was back
in front of the door. It hissed open.

Jar Jar sat on one of the bunks, head hanging sheepishly.
The table lay crumpled on the floor, twisted beyond repair.
The Gungan looked at him and smiled weakly. "Sorry."

Annoying. He must have tried to climb on it or something.
But Panaka couldn't afford to get upset with Jar Jar. This
wasn't a house of ill-repute where a swampsucker like him
could take his pleasure and hide his identity as long as he
had the cash. Be nice, now.

"Accidents happen. Don't worry about it." This could work to
his advantage, actually. He sat down next to the Gungan.
"Eat."

"Tank you. Meesa bery hungry." Panaka leaned back a little
and breathed in the fragrance of the Gungan's skin, that
damp, earthy smell that always made him think of growing
things, of dripping ferns and burrowing gumbols. His blood
was stirred, his fingers crept towards the Gungan's thigh
and he only stopped them just in time. Deep breath -- in --
out -- okay.

The food was gone and all but one bottle of water. How to
begin?

"Where weesa goin'?" Jar Jar turned, his haillu flopping
down his back.

"Tatooine." Yes, this was it. "Very hot, very dry. You'll
have to be careful not to get dehydrated or sunburned." He
brushed his fingers along Jar Jar's arm. "Your skin is
starting to dry out already."

"Tis?" Holding up his arm, Jar Jar peered at the mottled
skin. "Maybe a bitty dry."

"I have some lotion." Panaka stood, crossed to his bunk,
found the cream in his cabinet. "It's good to relax." He
took a moment to unbutton his uniform jacket and pull off
his boots, then made a show of stretching. It was a little
chilly, but his undershirt was warm enough.

"Relaxin'? Meesa scared! Yousa thinkin' weesa not dyin'?"

"Of course not. Here, this will help you calm down." Panaka
climbed onto the bunk and knelt behind the Gungan.

"What yousa doin'?" Jar Jar craned his neck around to look
at Panaka.

Squirting some lotion into his palm, Panaka showed it to the
Gungan. "Okay? You'll feel better."

A trace of surprise showed in the set of Jar Jar's haillu as
he turned again. "Okiday. Tis a long time since meesa havin'
fancy skin-salve."

Panaka spread the lotion over his fingertips. "Jar Jar, how
did you meet the Jedi, anyhow?" He smoothed the lotion over
the crown of Jar Jar's head and massaged it in.

"Dat's feelin' good. Da Jedi? Well, in da mornin', I was
wakin' up early..."

Tuning out the story, Panaka concentrated on Jar Jar's skin,
the way it gave under his touch. A little springy, it dented
and smoothed out again and again -- no fingerprints left
there. Some more lotion and he began to rub it into the
haillu. Here there were ridges, sensitive ridges that made
Jar Jar wriggle a bit as he stroked across them. He had
heard that the ridge patterns were used for identification
among the Gungans. It made sense -- he had touched many a
haillu in his time and no two pair had ever felt the same.

Panaka lingered over them, massaging down to the tips,
wanting to lift the haillu and rub his face into them. He
wasn't used to this kind of seduction and the slow pace only
made him more aroused. Moving to the base of Jar Jar's neck,
Panaka pressed firmly into the supple skin and felt Jar Jar
move back into the touch. Gungans were such sensual
creatures. Good, good.

"So, den, dere were dese monsters and meesa thinkin' weesa
goners for sure!"

"Jar Jar."

"And meesa screamin' and yellin' and--"

"Jar Jar, I'll do your back now. Take off your shirt." The
first major obstacle. If he could just get at a little more
skin, Panaka was fairly confident he could pull this off.

"Takin' it off now, okiday." Vest and tunic fell in a heap
on the floor. Quietly, Panaka stripped off his own shirt. He
ran one hand down Jar Jar's back, letting his fingers follow
the swirl and twist of the orange markings. Both hands,
then, in circles slow with intent. No need for lotion -- the
skin was cool and moist against his palms. Dimly, he noticed
that the story was over. Or at least Jar Jar had stopped
talking.

Now. Panaka slid his hands around under the Gungan's arms
and moved close, his chest pressed tight to Jar Jar's back.
He felt the Gungan sigh. "Dat's feeling *really* good."

Yes. Really good. His heart pounded against the Gungan's
skin. No more pretence. Panaka pressed his mouth to Jar
Jar's neck, sliding his head in under the haillu, then
tasting the musty, moist flesh. He stroked Jar Jar's chest,
up and down and down to the boneless hips, thumbs pulling at
the waistband. Large hands covered his own. "Meesa thinkin'
meesa better do this."

Their skin clung for a fraction of a second as they rolled
apart. Panaka was naked before the Gungan had finished
getting himself tangled in his own pants. Biting back a
laugh -- Gungans were usually so graceful -- Panaka kept Jar
Jar from tumbling off the bunk.

Then they stretched out again, facing this time, and Panaka
felt the Gungan's hands on his body. He found the special
spot just down the chest that most seemed to...yes, this one
too. He sucked and a shudder rolled through Jar Jar.

The Gungan's mouth was on Panaka's neck, just where it met
the shoulder. Panaka moved his hands down to stroke Jar
Jar's thighs. The flesh was even smoother there. They should
be lying on damp soil, their skin smudged and cold. The
Gungan let out a breath that vibrated against Panaka's skin
and made him shiver.

Enough. Panaka moved so he was behind Jar Jar, pressed
close, pressed his cock between the Gungan's thighs. "Okay?"

"Okiday." Jar Jar shifted a little and Panaka began to
thrust, sliding through the slickness of the Jar Jar's legs
and back again. He reached out blindly, found the last
bottle, poured water over his chest and Jar Jar's back.

They undulated together, slippery, lithe. Panaka licked and
sucked at Jar Jar's haillu. Jar Jar shuddered and Panaka
felt him letting down his genitals. They rubbed together on
every stroke, Panaka's shaft and the bulge of Jar Jar's sac,
both leaking a little. Under Panaka's tongue was the swamp,
dank earth, mushrooms, spores.

Jar Jar was making noise now, no words, but he was loud, too
loud. Panaka quickened his rhythm, pushed a little harder.
Soon, soon. Then he felt the pulse against his cock, felt
Jar Jar almost twist away as the he came. Panaka wasn't far
behind, slamming his hips one last time and gripping Jar
Jar's arms too tightly.

Panaka rolled over onto his back and tried to catch his
breath. With any luck, it would be a very long trip to
Tatooine. Jar Jar fell off the bed.

When he picked himself up, he grinned at Panaka. "Meesa bery
relaxed, now. Yousa being very good."

"You too. Very good." Panaka smiled back. If he had this to
look forward to every day, he'd be very relaxed the whole
trip. "You've done this before, haven't you -- with a
human."

Jar Jar flipped his haillu over his shoulders. "Why yousa
thinkin' meesa banished?"

F I N I S

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